Back To London Tomorrow

I'm off back to London tomorrow and in a way I'm looking forward to going back because its back to routine and lessons and getting the presentation and finance report out of the way so that I only have little work to do in the run up to easter.

I also cannot wait to see Coral and Lizzy and get back to Zumba on Tuesday nights and start the wednesday routine of meals out or dinners in or trips to the movies or movie nights in.

However, at the same time I am wanting to stay here and be with my boy, I will miss sleeping next to him each night and cuddles on the sofa and kissing him at every possible opportunity.

I will miss being cared for and seeing old friends and chinese takeout and strawberries and chocolate by the fire.

I also don't look forward to the up and coming work, even though I want to get it out of the way as the finance report is baffling me because to be quite frank I just don't understand the brief.

I'm looking forward to going to the estate agents and looking for places to live but at the same time I'm not looking forward to the hassle.

I can't wait to book myself in for my tattoo but then again I'm scared of the pain and just want Luke there to hold my hand.

I'm looking forward to London Zoo with Coral and a weekend in London and Camden market but then again that means not coming home for the weekend and not being with Luke and I hate being apart from him.

I hate knowing that it is three weeks till I'm next home but happy that Luke should be coming to stay on the second weekend and I can hold him close and we can go out and do things.

I'm excited to wait for him on the platform and excited to take him to the Doll's House for lunch and I want to take him for a meal out to MeatLiquor, the best burger bar in town and all I want is to spend quality time with him where I can spoil him rotten!

I want to walk around St. James's Park hand in hand with ice cream from a cute little store and take photos and be in love.

I love London but I also love home and hate leaving either or them

I just want it to be summer and then in Year 2 I can start again and be settled in my own home with Coral and at least I know that I'm halfway there.

Speak Soon

Little English